ShadowFox828

Sometimes I wish I were in a wonderland, A place far from here, A fantasy that I planned. I wish for it a lot And pretend things are okay But in reality, They're really, truly, not. I sit alone, Feeling happy, Until realization penetrates my shield Like a heavy stone. I then sit in silence, As grief overcomes me, But I push it back down, Hide it inside me. Because others don't deserve that, To deal with it all, So I keep it tied up, Compressed into a little ball. Those feelings, you know, They hide in my core, Where they manifest things, Sometimes it turns to gore, And hopeless, Sobering thoughts, When I remember thi

Sometimes I wish I were in a wonderland, A place far from here, A fantasy that I planned. I wish for it a lot And pretend things are okay But in reality, They're really, truly, not. I sit alone, Feeling happy, Until realization penetrates my shield Like a heavy stone. I then sit in silence, As grief overcomes me, But I push it back down, Hide it inside me. Because others don't deserve that, To deal with it all, So I keep it tied up, Compressed into a little ball. Those feelings, you know, They hide in my core, Where they manifest things, Sometimes it turns to gore, And hopeless, Sobering thoughts, When I remember thi